Itās a dream thatās been around as long as rockānāroll itself: being in a band, being a rock star, playing music to adoring masses. While most dreamers actually only get as far as perfecting their air guitar and that fake, muffled audience scream, some get pretty close to the real thing.

Santa Maria resident Paul Hobbs had that dream as a child. Heās still waiting for his chance to play before a throng of screaming fans, but for now, heās content with putting out good music.
Now heās a little grayer and a little wiser, and his life experiences have culminated in the release of his first CD, titled Till We Meet Again. The release has been a triumphāand a necessary means for working through some tough times.
The album is a compilation of songs inspired by a time of loss. Hobbs originally thought of the CDās title several years ago when he lost his mother. Then, about two years ago, Hobbsā father, former Santa Maria mayor George Hobbs, passed away. In recent years, he also lost a best friend and a nephew. The songs on his latest release reflect his attempts to work through those losses.
āWriting songs is fulfilling,ā he said. āThe ones that have deep meaning to you are cathartic. They are a way of working things out in your mind. You see a problem, and you come away with a better understanding.ā
Hobbsā tunes are acoustic folk/rock and guitar oriented. Many have to do with sorting out events in his life; others are āsome whimsical stuff I thought would make a cool song,ā he said.
āIām pretty pleased with it,ā he explained. āI was very obsessed with my vocals. I feel like when the record button goes on, Iām nervous. Then I listen to it and think [itās] awful. Then the fourth time, itās like, āThatās the least horrible ā.ā
His sound reflects the music influencing him the first time he picked up a guitar in the sixth grade.
Initially, the Beatles inspired him. Later, he would be encouraged by the singer-songwriter movement of the 1970s and artists like Jackson Browne and James Taylor.
Hobbs took that inspiration and created a mellow style that heās roughed up a bit. He takes that sound to the Santa Maria Brewing Co. every other Friday, where he gets a chance to connect personally with his audience and get feedback.
Hobbs always knew heād find some level of success as a musician.
āI think my sixth-grade self believed Iād be a rock star,ā he said. āI was always very confident I was going to be successful in music. Then, as you grow up, you find you become a mailman or something like that, and you try to keep the dream alive on the side.ā
Though heās now a mailman working in the Santa Ynez Valley, Hobbs is keeping the dream alive. Heās in an L.A.-based band called The Jacks, and has been for about eight years. They play gigs only occasionally.
But it wasnāt always something he did on the side.
About 10 years ago, Hobbs made a living by playing music. It gave him the chance to grow as a musician and plenty of time to strengthen his bond with his children. He said that heās grateful for that time, and the experience even rubbed off on his kids.
His daughter plays piano, and both of his children play guitar and sing.
And even though none of his children followed in his musical footsteps, Hobbs collaborated with them for the cover of his CD. He and his two children each had a hand in creating the collage of line drawings that makes up the cover.
āThis is something we always do,ā he said. āWe go out to dinner and draw on a napkin.ā
From lyrics to music, napkin to CD cover, Hobbs is finally seeing his dream turn into reality.
āItās exciting,ā he said. āIāve always dreamed of it, to have people talk to you about your songs and have favorites. Iāve always dreamed of it.ā
INFOBOX: Where to find it
Paul Hobbsā CD, Till We Meet Again, is available at www.cdbaby.com. Check out his website at www.myspace.com/paulhobbsca.
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This article appears in Jun 26 – Jul 3, 2008.

