Thereās hardly a war story out there that isnāt heart wrenching, that doesnāt touch the soul on some level. In that respect, JosĀ» Cruz GonzĆ”lezās play, Heartās Desire, is no different than any other tale of wartime strifeābut just when you think youāve seen it before, this play reaches out and hits you were it hurts.
Heartās Desire is the tale of a young Mexican-American veteran, John Guerrero, who comes home from World War II with a new bride and a new dream. But he finds that he has to face a town that has changed as much as he has, though at the same time hasnāt changed at all.

Racial tension is high in the town of Mercy. Tensions stretch within the Guerrero family as they try to accept Johnny and his non-Latino bride. Resentment lingers among the loved ones Johnny left behind.
And then thereās a twist. Johnnyās wife, Rachel, reveals the scars of her time spent in a Nazi concentration camp. At night, she wrestles with nightmares of her loss and the hatred she canāt forget. During the day she relives that pain by watching the same story of hate and violence unfold in Johnnyās life.
As Johnny tries to stand up for racial equality, Rachelāwhoās scared that what she lived through is happening againāattempts to persuade Johnny to move them out of Mercy. But Johnny believes that he needs to stand and fight; Rachel believes itās not about fighting, but about surviving.
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GonzƔlez effortlessly weaves several parallels and a strong thread of emotion into a seamless story of war, survival, passion, and healing as he explores the struggles that Mexican-American veterans faced when coming home from World War II.
Fortunately, lively dialogue and colorful vernacular lighten up whatās otherwise a seriously heavy tale.
Rachel, played by PCPA Resident Artist Vanessa Ballam, wins hearts with her sweet disposition and sad vulnerability. She does an outstanding job of blending the characteristics of a suffering soul with one who wants to heal, creating the embodiment of innocence.
She shares several profound and touching moments with Valentina, Johnnyās grandmother, played by Catalina Maynard. Rachel speaks only French and Valentina only Spanish, yet they find ways to communicate and bond by sharing time in Valentinaās holy garden. Rachel eventually wins over the fiercely protective Valentina after they each learn that theyāve experienced similar suffering in their lives.
Maynard offers a wonderfully hilarious Valentina, a superstitious old woman who puts plenty of faith in her saints but little stock in her grandson, Johnny, whom she calls āidiotaā because of his actions.
Mimo, Valentinaās adult son and Johnnyās uncle, also helps balance the seriousness with some much-needed comic relief. Mimo, played by Leo Cortez, is mentally a little slow because of a childhood accident. Yet even with his childlike sensibility, itās through him that Johnny receives profound insight.
When Mimo says that heās not brave because everything scares him, Johnny tells him, āWhen youāre most scared is when youāre the bravest.ā

For his turn, Johnnyāplayed by Equity Guest Artist Juan Monsalvezāshowed a great range of emotion. In one particularly emotional scene, as he tries to convince Rachel heās doing the right thing by standing up for his convictions, he falls to his knees and says āBecause of you Iām reborn. … War turned me into a walking corpse, and you made me human again.ā
Richard Gallegos plays Chicote, an old friend who felt betrayed when Johnny enlisted by himself instead of with his friend, as they had planned. Gallegos is great at portraying Chicote as the buddy scorned.
Leticia VĀ»lez makes an excellent Rosie, the woman Johnny was supposed to marry. VĀ»lez gives a memorable performance when she finds out Johnny brought home a wife. As Rosie, she takes off the boxing gloves and shows off her āpicanteā side, as Johnny calls it.
GonzƔlez said that the inspiration to write the play came from hearing so many stories from veterans. He said that he remembered a farmworker who worked with his grandfather. The man lived in a one-room shack and on a shelf in a crate was a purple heart. Later, he was further inspired by a book called Among the Valiant.
āIt opened my eyes to this time and the context of what these men did,ā he said.
As GonzĆ”lez began to explore the subject more, he began to examine the roles of womenālike Rosie in the playāwho took on the jobs that men abandoned for the war.
GonzĆ”lez was originally commissioned to write Heartās Desire by a small Latino theater company in Minnesota. It got a one-day reading, but the company was unable to produce it. Gonzalez continued to work on it until 2006, when PCPA contacted him to develop the work for production.
GonzĆ”lezās other plays include The Blue House, Sunsets and Margaritas, Tomas and the Library Lady, The Cloud Gatherer, Earth Sons, Waking Up in Lost Hills, September Shoes, and Harvest Moon. The University of Texas Press will publish a collection of his dramas this fall.
INFOBOX:Ā War is drama
Heartās Desire plays in the Marian Theatre on Allan Hancock Collegeās Santa Maria campus from June 12 through June 28, and then performs in rotating repertory with Godspell in Solvang from July 3 through July 26.
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Arts Editor Shelly Cone has a lot of heart. E-mail her at scone@santamariasun.com.
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This article appears in Jun 19-26, 2008.

